All I wanna do is lay in bed and cry and listen to music and never get out of bed, unless you come rescue me.
TheAshburry
loving life, living it with my best friends, especially in the loft. partying it up. and hoping for the best possible outcome every day. <+><
~Zebraashlenn
~Zebraashlenn
(Source: Spotify)
(Source: Spotify)
(Source: Spotify)
try to kill it all away. but I remember everything
Hurt ~Johnny Cash/ Nine Inch Nails.
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(via -pedo)
You’re the Only Thing I’ve Got.
I want you around forever. All I want to do is love you with all my heart. I’m so worried and scared. Be strong. I’m always here.
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My anxiety has been horrible the past 3 days. Not a ton of people know but I have pretty bad anxiety that comes and goes whenever it feels like. One episode every couple of months is what used to happen, maybe. Now I’ve had one each day. I don’t know what to do. I’m worried about everything… and some things specifically. I only hope and wish and I want to do everything in my power to make it all go away and make everyone okay and happy but it’s not in my hands. I wish it could be. I wish I wasn’t so worried. I used to not have to worry about anything. I’m so scared I can barely eat or sleep. I want everything to be okay.
scared
My world is turned upside down.
I’m scared of a lot of things right now. the thought of being done after 12 years of working my butt off. I’m finally here. It’s like, I don’t even know if it’s real. I mean, it is, but…
and the fact that my closest friends and loved ones are leaving me, or things are becoming distant. I want it to be like it was. It scares me to even think of losing one of them, for any reason. I’m just scared. I love and want the best for the people I love.
